“i want to know”
“i hate to know”
“i need to know”
do I?
“now i know”
“now i drink”
“now i suppress”
for those who asked why – and found an answer – that went against what was taught – by those we love
for those who now live – with knowledge – that poisoned our childhood dreams, prayers, and hopes
for those who now search – for more answers – to justify our actions – our parents – our lives
are you there? I am alone? In a world of others – who do not see – do not ask
suppression please.